Thoughts in my mind

Being the first post, what to write was the question. What can I write. Am I that good at writing to have post on this blog. So many thoughts in my head but was unable to decide which one to pick. Well... figuring out all this took some time, but as we say "der aaye durust aaye", I am here, writng my first post.

I started with a thought in my mind to write, but see I have changed my mind. Felt that this may not be an ideal one to start with. Ok switching to another one and hope I don't changed my mind again. This one has been disturbing me or I should say having a nice time in my head (my pj style :) ). The thought of "marriage". Two years back I was thinking "Why to get married". Now when I have an answer to that another question, one more question pops up. Well.. I am not scared of getting married, but what worries me is whom to marry.

Six months back my mom announced, "Betaa the time is coming for your marriage. Within a year or so you have to tie the knot, the divine knot". I said, "Ok, I will think about it". Six months passed, now it seems like the D-day is not that far. In coming days, there would be more series of proposals at my discretion (already score is 3, 2 rejected, I forwared for further action). Of course there are lots of constraints which would play its role in this mission and it would take considreable amount of time before the marriage is fixed ( unless I am that unlucky ). Also I know the final call would be mine, but then the question come whom to choose and what should be the parameters(am I buying a product??).

Few of my friends say, "you just get to know when the right person comes in front of you". Last time even I gave the same reason to my parents while rejecting one proposal that I didn't feel like she could be my wife. Is that feeling just enough. Shouldn't I get chance to know the person I am going to spend my whole life with. What if I say yes and the marriage doesn't work out. Well.. this thought scares the hell out of me.

I hope when times comes I will be able to figure out what to do. I guess the person I choose or rather me and my parent choose would be the best companion I could get.

So thats all for now...
Phir milenge isi jagah agle post ke saath.. Good Night :)

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